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Scribbling [a] Runaway History


Like Shakespeare in Love


Hello (:

I'm Sylvia. I enjoy the company of good friends and food.
I'm currently,
serving as a chair at Teck Ghee Youth Executive Committee;
chasing dreams at Molehill;
and doing Marketing & Public Relations at Levitate Studios.

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Monday, 22 November 2010
I (Miss) the second time
Arghh how tortuous. How emotions can fluctuate at this rate. It could just be a mismatch. Where expectations weren't met - again. Or maybe just that constant want to receive something. But nothing was ever sent. Maybe a mismatch happens too frequently for anyone to figure it could lead to something significant.

The cool morning breeze charms me back to sleep. Yet the cold white room that would soon be empty keeps me wondering about the changes I would soon be encountering. Its all happening so quickly, but time's still crawling.

Today I will have my say in the journey that would come my way. The unintended coincidence of crossing paths with the person who was once so close by. The unintended competition for a single spot. Sigh - how cruel life is sometimes.

I guess I need to think further. Think faster. Think harder. And think bigger. Can't afford to let my imagination run wild anymore. Can't have my heart dwell in those wishful dreams. Its really like depriving myself from doing what I always felt like doing - but it could turn out to be better.

Besides, maybe you're better off alone.
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