today is the last day of year 2oo5.
and i suppose,
my wish isn't going to come true.
and i guess,
i am going to restart my whole life after 12 tonight reluctantly.
its like..
i have to reboot my whole system inside out by force.
and even though i refuse to erase some memory,
it still goes.
get it?
ai ya.
whatever the case.
i'll do what i have done for many years and nothing is going to make an exception for this year.
nothing wil go wrong.
i HOPE.
but i still havent got my new year resolution yet.
maybe i should set myself thinking already.
heheh.
=D
today there is going to be a display of fireworks near mount faber and i can already predict my bro is there with his girlfriend in a cable car catching all the action.
LOL.
and i suppose i am getting so obsessed with books.
i have read approx. 6 books within this week already.
excluding sunday of course.
and i think i needa visit library.
heehee.
i wanted to read this book that was so old and dusty.
i found it on the shelf chucked in a corner.
but i guess i gotta wait a little longer.
the floor stinks.
and the fans are turned on at full blast.
my mum used this floor detergent that turned foul.
it smells like urine.
YUCK.
and my poor doggie is trying to sniff around to find a nice smelling spot to lie down and nap.
i know he has already lied down and got up for more than 8 times already.
LOL.
well.
my left brain hurts alot.
it feels terrible.
anyway.
lets usher in the new year with smiles and no tears kaes!?
lets make sure everything goes smooth!
wahahahs.
ciaos`

christmas is 12 days.
LOL.
thanks amanda.
because yuean told me christmas lasts for 40+ days.
ridiculous!
LOL.
my mum almost killed me.
i put cookies in the freezer!
and i guess she got fed up.
because the fish had a sweet smell...
whatever the case.
i took it out already.
=D
NOW.
i have a problem.
can anyone tell me whether there is a need to go to school tomorrow?
i reaalllyy need to know.
i guess thats it then.
see you guys real soon!
x))

i almost forgot.
its not christmas anymore!
LOL.
and i still had my paul frank skin on when i logged in this morning.
hahah.
anyway.
its corrected already.
x)
i'm still sick.
i am coughing now.
and i have a terrible headache.
anyway.
i can't wait for school to reopen.
i am tired of staying at home all day long.
i would rather study.
plus.
having to answer phone calls once every hour from my mum is very irritating.
besides.
she says nothing more than HOW ARE YOU? or WHAT ARE YOU DOING? or PLEASE TAKE A BATH.
so i can already record an answer and play it back to her when she calls.
except for the 6 o clock one.
she'll ask what i want for dinner!
then i have to pick up the call for real.
but its o.k.
lol.
shes bored at work too.
her boss is not around anyway.
so i can't exactly blame her yar?
hahahs.
i've commited some honestly unforgivable crimes at home these few days.
i destroyed my sister's disney princess puzzle.
i tried to move it away and it landed up on the floor.
hahs.
i threw away my bro's cigarettes.
ACCIDENTALLY o.k
i carelessly dropped some dried up contact lenses on my mum's face while she's asleep.
and i woke her up of course.
so..
now the whole family is a little angry with the wrong people.
because.
my sis thinks it my dog that caused the puzzle to fall.
thats why she ignores my poor doggie.
my bro thinks my mum threw away his cigarettes.
so he is throwing tantrums.
my mum?
she keeps brooding over the contact lenses.
it has the numbers 123 printed on it.
so she thinks its heaven sent.
and she wants to buy 4d.
stupid?
i tried explaining.
but they won't listen.
so..
who cares?
it'll blow over soon.
wahahahs.
what a post.
tatas`

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
AND HAVE A GORGEOUS NEW YEAR!
=)
great huh.
i fell sick since last night.
i have a flu;
a sore throat ;
and a fever.
how bad can this get!?
LOL.
but i still ate loads anyway.
GREAT CHRISTMAS PEOPLE!
x))

i'm posting twice a day.
LOL.
i am so darn bored.
everyone that i have talked to today seem to have said that too.
LOL.
and chun leong has nothing on on christmas.
hahahs.
x))
well.
as i was bored.
i was hopping from blog to blog,
leading myself to nowhere.
then, i found a certain link that i attracted me.
it sort of sounded nostalgic.
and i thought maybe this person might be the one i'd be looking for.
so,
bearing some hope, yet telling myself not to have put too much faith in it,
i clicked on it.
this blog looked neat.
the picture was from devaintart.
and without looking at the profile,
i read the entries of the blogger.
i read every post in great detail.
not missing much of a word out.
it kept me quite interested ;
every post left me hanging.
its felt like a puzzle having mising pieces in the most elaborate area.
i just read on.
i think i spent 2 hours on it.
it was a revelently new blog.
so..
yeah.
and when i finished.
i clicked on the profile link.
and guess what.
I FOUND HIS BLOG.
hahahs.
guess how delighted i was.
wahahahs.
i shall not say who.
because i guess i have my own privacy too.
hahahs.
o.k.
this must be fate.
really.
sometimes i love it.
and most of the time i hate it.
but fate still deserves some credit for the good things that come by right?
LOL.
o.k.
just let me indulge in this lovely daydream.
x))

today is one day after the band dinner.
it was fabulous.
everyone was so into it.
except me.
i was indulging in food i guess.
i got to drink 2 bowls of soup!
wahahas.
whatever the case, it was alright.
x))

i am someone,
whose heart rules her head.
NOT vice versa.
so there are some times when i can never explain why i do the things i do.
practically absurd.
and even if i do come with an explanation.
its totally nonsense.
well.
i suppose this can explain why i feel that i should be starting to dislike someone from this day on.
it is beyond my intergrity to tell everyone who comes across this blog who it is.
whatever the case, and no matter who you are, i will NOT tell you WHO.
so. i will refer to this particular person as : a. .
even if i feel that i should not be doing this.
i am doing it.
because.
because of a. ,
i have considered keeping my blog completely confidential and out of reach.
and.
i have also considered using voodoo dolls to stab her.
so.
i guess this is the most complete and harmless way to talk about her.
and i dont suppose to tell anyone about it in detail.
so why not share with everyone why i have decided to dislike this particular human in this world.
well.
i shall not elaborate on the history of me and a. .
our relationship with each other is no different from friends that know each other not so well.
so.
ever since interaction started between us.
i have felt nothing until recently.
maybe i am just a little too sensitive.
but the words a. use on me are filled with sacarsm and a tinge of boastfulness.
a. deprives me of any reason to survive in this world.
this particular person seems to be able to hit me on my weakest points.
not only that.
being able to make me feel inferior and queasy is no easy feat.
and it seems to be so easy for a. .
and.
for me.
i feel horrible.
and if i continue to let myself be on good terms with this human.
my life will be made a living hell.
so.
i think it is a must to do what i must.
this time round.
my head wins over my heart.
i don't know how.
but it just did.
and i suppose.
my life is going to change.
the impossible just happened.
i don't know what to expect.
and i guess i'll live with it.
:
well.
everyone makes christmas wishes right?
i used to be greedy when i was younger.
i always made 3.
but this year.
i am going to make one.
just one.
and i hope it comes true.
yeah?
hahahs.
and hope everyone of all of your wishes come true too people!
MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A GREAT NEW YEAR !
TO EVERYONE OF YOU GUYS OUT THERE!
XD

well well well.
its the season to be jolly lalalalala~lala~lala~!
my aunt just called to tell me my 3rd aunt just delivered MY christmas present to HER house!
so i am going to drop by on christmas to celebrate and collect my gifts!
isn't it wondeful!?!??
heheh.
tomorrow is the band dinner.
and guess what.
i have no top.
no bottom.
and no heels.
ARGHH.
when i say top i mean blouse.
when i say bottom i mean skirt.
and when i say heels, i mean.. HEELS.
ARGHH.
well.
everyone have already got their suit ready i guess.
but i am still worrying about how i am going to present myself tomorrow.
i am such. an idiot.
hahahs.
i spent the whole of today ironing.
and my back aches.
i spent the afternoon tailing my bro.
and i found out what he's up to.
HEHEH.
he has a GIRLFRIEND.
oh yes.
and they are so. darn. intimate.
just like every loving couple should be.
BUT.
i am so angry because the pig he refused to give me and my sis was with her.
wtheck.
anyway.
who bothers?
LOL.
and now.
i don't have any idea what i am doing.
i am just slacking and hoping that ache will just get off my back.
life has been boring since i got back from bangkok.
maybe i got used to shopping that i cannot stand being at home anymore.
or maybe i got used to standing and walking that i cannot stand sitting down anymore.
or maybe, i even got used of the hotel air conditioning that i cannot stand the weather!
hai yo.
and on top of that.
i have to worry about what the hell i am going to do tomorrow.
i dont even know what time i am going to leave the house.
WAHAHHAHS.
hai ya!!!!
who bothers.
i better check on my horoscope to see if anything bad is gonna happen to me tomorrow.
and... YES.
i am still into astrology because i just read an astrology book in thailand that has thoroughly convinced me of their magic.
WAHAHHAS.
o.k.
off i go.
tatas.
=D

Hellos people.
i'm HOME!!!
miss me?
X))
lol.
anyway.
it was fun in bangkok.
non-stop shopping everyday!
and my five meals are like so sumptous!
YEAH!
i drank tomyum soup everyday.
ate swensens icecream everynight.
and all sorts of other kinds of food everyother time!
WAHAHHAS.
so cool right?
heheh.
and my mum and cousin never fails to have a massage in one of those massage palours opposite our hotel.
o.k.
before i carry on,
let me tell you why i LOVE the hotel so much kaes.
the hotel i stayed in is called Novotel.
and their service is soooo darn GOOD!
plus plus.
siam paragon (the largest shopping mall in SEA) is juts behind the hotel.
the mrt is beside.
the MBK(mumbuklong or something like that. who cares?) is just a street away.
and along the street,
there is swensens, a&w, chester's grill, the pizza house, and so many more food stalls and fast food restaurants!
and yes. back to my mum and cousin having massages everyday.
there are like 5 massage palours.
one of them was called : MISS PUKE 's massage palour.
LOL.
i swear by their name that any english speaking human will never enter their palour.
WAHAHAHs.
i have evidence o.k.
you can try going to www.misspuke.net.
its their website.
hahahs.
btw.
MBK is a shopping mall.
LOL.
i love it okaes!
almost everything there is like 199 bahts.
which is 8 sing bucks.
WAHAHAHs.
and t shirts are like 99 bahts.
so its about 4 dollars!
cool eh?!
i practically went crazy.
the handphones they sell are the same models we have here.
and they sell it for only a few hundred odds sing dollars.
even the latest models!
wahahahs.
the mrt was fast.
i went to chatuchak market and patpong night bazaar with it!
the market was soooo darn BIG.
and we got lost inside.
they sold almost everything.
their slippers were about a few dollars.
their bags were a dollar or two.
and they sold many other things lah.
they also sell puppies o.k!!!!
and they cost only about 80 sing dollars.
imagine buying a pup here.
it will cost you approx. 1000 plus.
TOO COOL.
LOL.
now to the patpong night bazaar.
i ate my first bowl of tom yum goong there.
i was served by a GAY.
LOL.
but he was pretty cool.
the night bazaar was pretty crowded.
it was in between two streets of pubs with bar top dancers in bikinis.
LOL.
and those people who try to get customers to go in just shove you a piece of paper which says SEX SHOWS.
even me o.k.
HELLO.
hahahs.
but it was so darn funny lahs.
LOL.
me and my cousin peeked into one of those pubs.
and those bloody bar top dancers were just like, talking to each other and shaking their butt.
and those guys don't even look at them.
hahahs.
LOL.
i wonder how they survive in the air con without clothes.
hahahs.
talking about the bazaar.
the hawkers are absolutely ridiculous.
i could just get a imitation shorts for 199 bahts at an AIR CONDITIONED shopping mall and they offer me a price of 899 bahts kae.
bloody hell.
but!
with the help of my mum and aunt,
i got two shorts for the price of 200 bahts.
COOL!
wahahahs.
the prices they offer are ridiculously high.
and we got tired of bargaining.
so we just walked off when they offered a so darn high price for an item.
but.
WHO KNOWS?
the further we walk, the lower the price got.
and we ended up getting free gifts too.
XD
right.
on the third day.
we wanted to go to a night bazaar located near chit lom station.
the street near the bazaar was called lang suan.
and the bazaar itself was called suanlum night bazaar.
so.
we approached the passenger service center to ask for directions.
BUT WHO KNOWS.
they kept directing us to patpong instead of suanlum.
so we took up a map.
and we got lost.
we walked down the lang suan street.
it was so quiet and full of 5 star hotels and high class restaurants.
we dont even believe there is a night bazaar in front.
so we gave up.
and we took a taxi back.
and guess what.
there WAS a night bazaar in front.
we are so darn idiotic ok.
but who cares?
it was fun.
WAHHAHHAS.
the names were so weird and similar.
we tried taking the tutuk too!
it was sooo darn small and crammed on the back seat.
and the driver seem to only care for his life and neglecting ours.
he just sped through the roads and made sharp turns that could overturn the whole vehicle and cost us our lives.
WAHAHAs.
thrilling ride!
but my cousin got so paranoid that she didnt want to board it any more.
heheh.
after our shopping sprees.
at about 11 o clock everyday.
we drop by swesens to indulge in icecream!
i wanted to try the earthquake but ended up eating the chocolate fondue!
it was soooooooooo NICE!
9 scoops of different flavoured icecream.
plus a platter of extras that include, waffle biscuits, rock melon, a brownie, and banana pieces.
but of course.
we cannot leave out the CHOCOLATE in a chocolate FONDUE!
it was a bowl of melted chocolate.
and to keep it from freezing and turning into a slab of un breakable chocolate,
a lighted candle was place underneath the bowl.
soooo cool!!!
i mean.
cold.
wahahhahs.
i also got to eat an a&w icecream waffle!
wahahahs.
its like extinct in singapore.
hahahs.
who cares?
LOL.
the chilly winds in the morning through out the whole trip makes it hard to believe we are in bangkok.
we expected the weather to be pretty warm.
we even brought fans.
but we ended up considering buying jackets.
we didnt in the end.
LOL.
on the flight home,
my cousin and me bought two cups of tom yum instant noodles.
(i was on a budget airline and no food was provided)
and guess what.
i spilled the WHOLE cup of it on myself kaes.
hahahs.
LOL
and when the air stewardess walked past,
i kept so still she didnt even notice me.
heehee.
and coincidentally,
the lights turned off.
i dont know why.
but it was great!
i ran to the toilet of course to change.
and suddenly.
i found out the reason why.
we were landing.
and my face smashed into the mirror in that bloody crammed lavatory.
wahahhas.
but i managed to change lahs.
and i got out before the plane touched down.
LUCKILY.
because the plane touched down with a bang.
and i thought i could do without an extra bruise on my head.
so... yeah.
wahahahs.
thats my trip.
and now,
i am getting used to life without having to divide the price by 24 to find out the actual cost of the item.
HAHAHs.
and today!??
i opened my letterbox and found a good progress award letter addressed to me.
LOL.
miraculous isnt it?
heheh.
and i bet my mum will allow me out one more time before school starts when i tell her that i will give her all the money.
WAHAHAHAS.
o.k.
this is a pretty long post.
=))

i am yearning so much for you, i see you even in my dreams.
you are always on my mind.
no matter how hard i try to suppress.
i know this is never supposed to happen.
but this is something i cannot deny.
maybe someday you will know.
how i wish i could see you.
just once.
before everything has to restart.
i just want a perfect ending this year.
and all i wish for is just you.
just you will do.
really.
='(

today is the 15th of december!
so fast eh.
last christmas i was still crying out l0ud why the new year havent begun yet.
and now its going to end.
wahahhas.
this year was SMMOOOOOOOOTH!
i really mean smooth kaes.
LOL.
nothing actually cropped up to ruin my entire year.
or should i say.
i actually avoided such stuff.
WAHAHAHS.
clever me.
heehee.
XD
yepp yepp.
i havent really been reading my textbooks because i was reading some storybooks.
i am like so engrossed in them.
its...... :
*drum rolls*
*chiang!*
A SERIES OF UNFORTUNATE EVENTS.
its so depressing ok.
the author is soo darn sadistic.
i think ;
if this book was written for adults,
he would be even more sadistic then he is already.
WAHAHAHs
i have nightmares ok.
LOL.
but the characters are like so darn stupid.
i mean,
who would ever spill your knowledge of the enemy's evil plans?
i mean : HONESTLY.
naturally, people will keep quiet and then think of ways to foil it right?
STUPID.
but i still like it anyway.
wahahhas.
i am turning sadistic.
HEEHEE.
X))
i am flying off to bangkok tonight!
WAHAHS.
and i am going SHOPPING!
woohoo!
so if you want ANYTHING.
please contact me before 7.
wahahhas.
i cannot promise but i can try!
XD
and now.
i am going to change my darn blogskin.
something is sooo wrong with it.
ciaos`

i think its been a few days since i updated this thing-
well.
i've been going to orchard plenty of times in my father's van.
just to look at the light up.
its not exactly nice o.k.
not as nice as last last last years.
and its not as if i haven't seen enough of instruments every week these few years.
its stupid .
but my sister needs inspiration whether or not to join her school's brass band.
BLAHHHHHH-
like my mum havent got enough of band practices.
WAHAHAHS.
of course,
as a sister.
its MY duty to disuade her to join that brass band !
DONT YOU AGREE?
i wouldn't want my sister to become a disgrace to future musicians.
and plus.
she cannot even hold her breath under water for 30 seconds ;
let alone sustain a note for 4 bars.
whatever the case.
i will make sure nothing in the name of music becomes part of my sister's primary school life.
besides.
i am so sure i have my mum's support on this case!
XD
sure-win case!
wahahahhas!
i am so darn bad to actually be making choices for my sister.
but.
i am so darn sure she wont suceed in a band.
to be exact :
A BRASS BAND.
well well well.
back to the point.
i was in orchard to watch CHICKEN LITTLE.!
it was short alright.
too short in fact.
it lasted only 20 minutes after i finished my bucket of popcorn and tray of nachos.
but. oh well.
the movie only emphasized on family relations and trust and blahblahblah.
but!
i loooove that cute-little-small-orange-three-eyed-looking-alien that got left behind by those dumb-looking-egg-head-metallic-octopuses when coming down to earth to steal acorns.
wahahahahs.
its DUMB.
and chicken little likes that freaking looking duck.
LOL.
and the next motive of my mum and me bringing my sister to orchard was to make up for the amount of lies we are to flood her with for this coming week.
we didn't tell her we were going to thailand.
we also didn't tell her the 'chalet' she was going to on the day of our flight was my cousin's house.
plus, we also didn't tell her that the 'wildwild wet' she was going to was jurong swimming complex.
and we also told her that she should bring a few more clothing just in case she got herself wet again and needed to change.
SHE IS PRACTICALLY STUPID OK.
but if she's not stupid,
then we cannot be flying off to thailand so peacefully already.
yes yes.
well.
my mum agreed to buy her her christmas present first.
she made me and my mum walk round the toy department of takashimaya 6 times o.k.
and she struggled between that horrid looking belle gown and the hello kitty sticker and card maker.
but she chose the sticker and card maker in the end.
LOL.
KNOW WHY!?
she couldnt find the perfect length of the dress she wanted.
she wanted it to touch the floor.
OBVIOUSLY,
the dresses that managed to touch the floor was either too large at the armpits or the sleeves were long enough for her to be an opera singer.
so she chose the latter instead.
heheh.
bloody.
wahahahs.
whatever the case.
its still enjoyable to be window shopping around.
LOL.
ok.
anyway.
i am so darn looking forward to the trip overseas!
xD

lets see kaes.
my last post was about my UNIQUE visitor.
I WAS BABYSITTING RIGHT?
but did i mention?
I WAS STARVING.
and i wasn't paid for all the energy i used.
wth.
so i asked my mum to buy some food back for me.
i specifically asked for HOR FUN.
i would rather skip maggie and await my piping hot packet of food.
BUT.
she came back with a packet of FRIED NOODLES.
and those noodles look HORRID.
like some kinda crumpled looking bunch of hair.
and the smell was soooo... YUCK.
such a total turn-off.
and i ended up with MAGGIE ok.
arghh.
like i couldn't have cooked it myself.
to think i was dumb enough to make myself starve.
=/
i work so hard for NONSENSE.
arghhhh!!!!
ne-ver-mind.
its over.

i've been going mad alot of times these few days.
maybe it has something to do with puberty stages or something.
WHO CARES.
anyway.
i am BORED.
losing my head could help me pass time without knowledge.
LOL.
oh yes.
did i mention in the past?
i can never manage to get my character to level up on maplestory.
its that bloodddyyy online game i almost gave up on.
i kept dying ok.
BUT!
A MIRACLE HAPPENED!
my sis managed to get my character to climb up 2 BLOODY LEVELS within a hell of a DAY!
wahahahahs.
i love her!
it was miraculous!
WOOHOO!
yeah!
hahahs.
kaes people.
i'll see you soon enough.
i think a week after the upcoming festive season.
LOL.
byes!

yepp.
i've cooled down.
LOADS.
hahahs-
XD

theres actually a trombone outing today.
but i couldn't go.
SAD CASE OK.
they are having a STEAMBOAT.
arghh.
nvm.
some other time i guess.
=(

I CAN"T BELIEVE IT.
i am babysitting my sis and her little companion.
if it was simply just my SIS.
i do not consider it babysit at all!
but with her little, noisy companion.
its HORRENDOUS.
shes called genevieve.
and she looks like a little angel.
soft, silky hair ;
fair complexion ;
neat dressing ;
and gentle tone.
WHO KNOWS OK.
she is screaming at the top of her voice.
rolling over my mattress and on the floor.
and pulling out the sofa top.
she also seems obsessed with my dog.
and runs ROUND my house with a biscuit and expects my dog to follow her around.
strange girl.
LOL.
but i cannot obviously tell her mum that her daughter is going crazy.
and,
anyway.
it isn't everyday that you have such a UNIQUE visitor.
PLUS.
she doesn't see, insterested in any other game than my dog!
LOL.
but she loves the tv.
wahahahs.
and she speaks to my dog in some strange language i cannot understand
(and i suppose my dog don't either!)
=D
BUT honestly,
she has a GREAT command of english!
and lots of manners too.
she never fails to say 'excuse me' when she speaks to me.
cool eh!?
WAHAHAHS.
but the weird thing is.
she reports to me on everything.
like even her chicken is too rubbery,
or when her hair was in her eye,
or when her pants was falling down,
or when my dog is running around
or even when my dog is sniffing her feet.
LOL.
okaes.
i gotta ATTEND TO THEM now.
so.
maybe i'l post some other time.
BYES!

I'M FUMING.
I PUNCTURED TWO HOLES IN MY NEW PILLOW CASES ;
CRUSHED A METALLIC BOTTLE ;
FINISH BITING TWO TRAYS OF ICE ;
AND CUT MY FINGER.
WHY?
SIMPLE.
MY MUM.
I NEEDED THE COMPUTER.
AND SHE JUST HAD TO STOP ME.
AND SHE JUST INSISTED ON DOWNLOADING SOME STUPID SOFTWARE.
AND SHE JUST INSISTED ON SHOWING ME OUR BLOCK.
LIKE I NEVER SEE IT EVERYDAY.
AND. WHEN SHE CANNOT FIND IT.
SHE TURNS AROUND AND SCOLDS ME.
WHAT THE HELL DO I HAVE ANYTING AT ALL TO DO WITH HER FINDING OUR BLOCK ON THE EARTH MAP?
ARSE.
PLUS.
SHE DOESN'T KNOW WHERE SINGAPORE IS LOCATED ;
LET ALONG HOUGANG.
AND BECAUSE OF THAT.
I AM FUMING.
I AM SO DARN PISSED.
AND I CAN SCREAM MY HEAD OFF AT ANYONE NOW.
I SWEAR I CAN.
AND I AM BREATHING SO HARD.
I HAVE HARDLY ENOUGH OXYGEN IN MY HEAD.
AND MY IRRITATING SISTER IS WATCHING A PATHETIC ASS SHOW THAT I HATE.
TELLME.
INFURIATING ISN'T IT?
I'M LIKE.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
I FEEL LIKE STRANGLING HER SUDDENLY.

o.k. people.
GAMES OVER.
i've heard of rumours about SNOOPY and even GOOFY having something to do with me.
AND!
i know rumours are HORRID.
so here it is.
instead of letting the truth go haywire ;
i would rather tell it MYSELF.
then let people hear from someone else.
at least its ONE HUNDRED PERCENT TRUE.
here goes : ( i hate this! )
on the night of the class barbeque at fredrick's place ;
in the function room below the pool ;
while everyone was busy having fun ;
and i was watching some kinda MTV ;
ziyi and sharmaine who happened to sit BEHIND ME ;
saw my UNDERWEAR.
and it happened to have the word SNOOPY printed in bold capitals on it.
THATS IT.
serious!!!!!
and!!!
THIS : HAVE ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DO WITH GOOFY.
i wonder how it got into the picture in the first place.
PLUS.
i wonder whats so funny about it!
its just UNDERWEAR for heaven's sake.
yes.
EVERYONE WEARS THEM MIND YOU.
unless you don't.
OK.
THE END.
FULL STOP! .
*phew*
its done.
FINALLY.
=)

o.k.
i am a total. IDIOT.
wth.
i am trying to RUN AWAY ok.
not exactly move my butt and start running.
but.
run away from thoughts i refuse to recall.
LOL.
i'm so sorry theresa.
i'm horribly sorry.
i think i still need time yar.
wahahahs.
I CAN DO IT !
of course!
nothing so far has killed me yet.
wahahahs.
because...
I AM STILL ALIVE.
simple.
so.
yeah.
feigning ignorance is not exactly a way to escape.
oh yes.
i told myself that.
i tried thinking about it when i was listening to some music.
BUT.
i imagined my mum singing the song to me on stage instead.
i tried brooding over it when cooking lunch.
BUT.
i day-dreamed about my house being burgled.
i even tried to dream about it.
BUT.
i just couldn't get to sleep when my mum told me we were going for a steamboat for dinner!
WAHAHAHS.
i am so sorry theresa.
really.
LOL.
i'll try my best kaes!
wahahahs.
i'm so totally distracted today.
wahahas.
anyway.
TO: PEH TINGTING!
rmb my candy cane!!!
wahahahs.
THANK YOU!
i'll get you chocolates as promised.
XD

Sylvia. Syl. And someone you'll never expect me to be.