kae.
i've got exactly 5 minutes for this.
xD
i'll keep it short.
and perhaps concise.
i've been catching up on homework lately.
i do everything,
EXCEPT PHYSICS.
really.
i don't have the drive to even flip the book.
great.

late nights all week.
chatting away while overcoming the great stack of overdue assignments.
its strange.
because the mountain doesnt wear off.
=|

tml's the investigure.
and 2 mock exams.
the word MOCK and EXAM just dont happen to give a lot of impact.
its like as if it was set to mock us.
..
plus.
i don't really like to be MOCKED.
so who cares about a silly mock exam.
what really counts,
lie beneath that.
xD

theres was this sudden impulse.
and it died.
what may seem to be,
may not be.
the things i knew would happen,
might not have taken place.
how i felt at that very moment,
may have a devastating effect on everything else.
lies and more lies.
tears and more tears.
smiles that hide behind rainbows.
rainbows that cower behind clouds.
clouds that loom in darkness above us all day.

pessimistic?
yeah.
sort of.
i'm kind of infected by it.
perhaps i'll be fine soon.
real soon.
=)

Sylvia. Syl. And someone you'll never expect me to be.