today's Friday, the 13th.
not a very special day.
but then.
its significant to someone, like me.
well.
everything went well i guess.
except something.
i actually predicted something.
or more like,
my mind had this foresight.
and i knew exactly what was going to happen.
it did!
its so cool.
way too cool.
xD

hmmm.
in the recent spate of events,
and under my meticulous investigation and observation.
i've finally found out that RETRIBUTION does exist.
what goes round, comes around.
=)
hit somebody? you'll get hit someday too.
hurt somebody? you'll get hurt just as badly, or maybe worse.
lols.
yupps.
apart from the retribution thing.
i've witnessed the world through the eyes of man.
Man.-> MALES AND FEMALES
(just in case you thought i was just discriminating the opposite sex)
really.
in fact.
i believe what i've witnessed, weighs up to only a small minute portion of what the real world is really like.
x:

its scary sometimes.
when you find out how close you avoided trouble.
now i feel great satisfaction,
seeing someone walking into the arms of the danger, i so carefully avoided.
personally,
i see no need in lending a hand.
and theres no reason why i should.
hahas,
besides.
what goes around, will come round.
=)

i've confirmed some things with myself.
about myself.
and i see a need to clarify with the world.
how I. work.

i'll be there, if you need help.
i seldom offer it, so you need to ask.
more imptly, i don't reject requests.
so long as its within my ability, i'll do my utmost best.

i might sound harsh, or maybe a little direct.
i apologise.
i just dont have that sense of humour in me at times.
but i mean no harm.

when i keep quiet, it means i'm thinking.
nothing much about it.
no emo stuff and things like that.
i seldom turn emo. btw.
if that happens, perhaps, something's really wrong.
and of course, i'll get help.

i'm not angry even when i raise my voice.
you'll know i'm angry.
when i'm really angry.

i dislike disputes;
and worthless comments,
a lot.
because both, are shallow, and lack any form of intelligence.

i care a lot.
about my friends.
my family.
my surroundings.
and my own feelings.
so don't even think about disturbing, or disrupting any of these.
i'll hack you.
and i mean it.

i seldom hate people.
just in case you're curious.
but if you want to be blacklisted in my life,
you may feel free to inform me of your full name, age and gender.
i'll avoid you for life.

i have my own hidden agendas.
obviously.
but honestly..
i hardly come up with any these days.

im not a difficult person to live with.
perhaps.
im just a little more difficult to understand.
but then again.
i hope the above self-help text does do good in making people know more about me.
especially, YOU.
....
thanks for the special 'request' for this self-help text.
hope it helps.
and for everyone out there.
i promise everything written here,
is true.
=D

right.
im all done here.
xD

Sylvia. Syl. And someone you'll never expect me to be.