honestly.
if this carries on..
i'll go bonkers.
i'm screaming inside.
i hate everybody,
i'm sick of this life,
and everything in this world.
i wish lightning would have struck me for lying or for any other stupid reason.
i wish i could die of dengue or something like that.

but anyway,
im feeling much better after spilling some things out to some people.
i'm kinda glad someone out there's willing to listen to me without giving me pressure with subjective comments.
so.
yupp-
if the both of you are reading this: thanks a bunch! :D

then again,
-
to put it all together.
i'm tired and sick of all this.
most importantly,
i'm tired of you.

go on with your phases,
your logics,
your thinkings,
your opinions,
your feelings,
and everything you think is right.

at least now,
i know i will be the least interested to know more about it.

Sylvia. Syl. And someone you'll never expect me to be.