i guess my time's up.
and i suppose im calm enough to start communicating again.
because i felt that if i were to begin ranting 3 days ago,
i'll never cool down.
why 72 hours?
i estimated this amount of time to think through matters.
i got through this period of time quite well.
though i forbade myself from approaching anyone at all.
i just want to do it myself.
without external influences.
i guess i did well.

what i did within these 3 days?
i completed an entire korean serial.
i earned another gym badge in pokemon pearl.
i trained my magikarp to evolve into gyrados.
i ate a lot of mango puddings.
and most important of all-
i wrote many pages in my diary.
something i havent had the patience to accomplish for many months already.
so i guess im quite satisfied with myself.


and i found a set of numbers i'll look forward to.
11:11
i has a special meaning attached to it.

Sylvia. Syl. And someone you'll never expect me to be.