i think i totally suck at math now.
probably because i freak out when i see decimals and power symbols.
its terrible knowing you gave up simply because you didnt want to try.
anyway,
i did attempt to confront certain questions.
but i still surrendered upon doing the second part of the FIRST qns.
lols.
but it was alright i suppose.
hope i pass.
=)
lunch was at long john silver's with my cousin.
the fried fish looked like , goreng pisang?
hahas.
went for a badminton session about 45 minutes later;
and got terribly pissed off by an idiot.
then comes an autistic boy.
and then 2 blackies with one possessing greater assets than i do.
hang on.
they're guys.
=)
yupps.
i don't know WHY im discriminating them.
or why i flared up at each of them in the badminton court.
i just felt angry.
or perhaps,
i was just trying to vent my frustrations on an external punchbag.
whatever the case.
its wrong of me to do that, i admit.
but its their misfortune to have met me this very day at that very moment.
with hindsight,
i think these idiots deserved their misfortune anyway.
noses right up at the top of their head.
...
serves them right.
hmmph./
=|
soon after,
i went to fetch my sis. and found her M-I-S-S-I-N-G.
went round the vicinity to look for her to no avail.
then i found out she was with my dad.
and i also got wind that she created a terrible terrible misunderstanding between my mum and me.
i mean honestly.
after the 4 idiotic boy encounters,
i don't know what i did to deserve more mental punishment.
perhaps im not destined to talk to my mum for a few more months.
=(
i'm not sure if im alright now.
just feel distracted.
have no patience to revise chem.
no patience to watch tv.
no patience to play with ebi.
no patience to even fall asleep.
maybe i'll feel better after the morning exercise tml.
=\
gogo!

Sylvia. Syl. And someone you'll never expect me to be.