was late for morning practice today.
and mr png was a little unhappy, i think.
then we went on for lessons and stuff.
usually.
by the end of recess i would have felt rather contented for having filled my tummy despite my ferocious appetite,
yet again, today,
i felt a little angered.
by what i wouldn't say.
because i no longer feel for it.
hahas.
so i went a little crazy to cover up for my carelessness throughout the day.
and i almost went berserk during sectionals.
my juniors can't catch the rhythm.
just upbeats alone would be sufficient to wipe them out.
apart from them,
my tone is deteoriating greatly.
i cannot blend my sound with deb's.
and my B flat goes really flat.
and i cannot tune that particular note because my slide can't go in any more.
and if i cannot play that note in tune,
the WHOLE ENTIRE WIND ORCHESTRA would be marked down for intonation problems the moment we enter the second bar of Singapore Sunrise.
great. im doing no good am i.
=|
and after sectionals we went to compass point.
felt a little grateful and guilty for letting my friends fret.
=D
felt even happier when i bought RAMLY BEEF BURGER with ah zhen and deb!!!
I LOVE LOVE LOVE THE BURGER LAH.
YUMM YUMM YUMM.
so honestly,
i felt over the moon when i sank my teeth into it.
add on that sweet aromatic flavour of Strawberry Green Tea.
you can simply float to heaven,
hahahs.
so i was extremely high.
i went home soon after,
especially since my mum threatened to skin me when i reached home.
lols.
so i hid in my toilet after dinner for about an hour.
then i felt i've been really childish these few days.
being really irrational, really insensitive, really childish.
and then i thought,
I SHOULD GROW UP.
lols.
i should start to be more alert of my surroundings.
more sensitive to the people around me.
start to work hard.
=D

so weird right.
=D
thank you theresa.
for hearing me out.
i may be brief in description,
but im glad you would hear and understand.
xDDDDD

Sylvia. Syl. And someone you'll never expect me to be.