its been some time since i received mail from people who read my blog and had a burning comment or question that requires my attention personally.
and i was surprisingly shocked when i received one in my inbox today.
she asked if i were always this emotionless or recently developed some sort of cold blooded syndrome.
:DDDDD

actually.
perhaps its how i write in this personal online journal.
i don't really mean personal because its open for anyone to read.
and to prevent unnecessary accusations, unhappiness and misunderstandings,
i try to keep my posts short, neat and simple,
and yet sufficient enough to project out what i have to say in a more subtle tone than suddenly bursting out in CAPS and crazy vocab.
honestly, i wish i could carry a burning passion while trying to tell the world what has happened to me,
but honestly,
in this cold, uncaring world,
no one would ever understand this kind of passion totally and give their fullest support.
i know no one would ever will, but i cannot accept this little truth.
i apologise.
=)


so nowadays,
every one of my bad habits start to kick up again.
for example, im starting to binge again,
even when im not hungry.
one and all.
im having this really hectic schedule im not really getting used to.
and sometimes its tiring just knowing you're part of the hustle bustle in this crazy education system.
honestly,
we people are mad to even have decided to be part of it.
x:

Sylvia. Syl. And someone you'll never expect me to be.