changed my blogskin to something more cheerful.
since i've been feeling a little down the whole day.
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im smiling because i found a song i love alot!
=D

i didn't know why,
but i stayed up till twelve ytd, on purpose.
5 minutes before today seem to have been the most difficult time of my life.
i struggled,
i trembled,
and i gave up.
it ended way before it begun.
sorry. if you would ever care to hear it.

i'm really deteoriating in my standard.
i've not shown any marked improvement since, like forever.
and i cannot pitch my notes accurately anymore.
especially in tempo primo.
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i don't feel up to standard;
and i can't seem to meet the demands and expectations i set for myself.
plus.
i don't exactly need someone who cannot perform with a positive attitude to be dragging me down even more.
so even when i confess that i really like playing my trombone,
i can't exactly feel on top of this world.

so just when i feel the world has left me behind,
i see these 2 sparkling gems beside me.
hahahs.
love them loads lah.
didn't know being with them could bring me so much joy.
perhaps i got too caught up with myself recently that i hardly had time to appreciate them, this much.
:]]]]]



happybirthday;

Sylvia. Syl. And someone you'll never expect me to be.