yahoooooooo!
tml's labour's day.
so im slacking in front of the com now.
hahas-
imagine that.
the mid years are like..
2 days away?
and im wasting my time.
honestly, i dont uds how studying so early with my mind clogged up with other matters would aid my memory.
so i still insist on slacking till dinner is ready.
=D
theres still no band practice after all this while.
and suddenly.
i dont know whether i still look forward to it or not.
i probably got used to life without it.
=D
life's getting on really fast.
and im drifting away from ppl i wished i wouldnt.
but i still did;
and still am.
i think i havent talked to my mum for 2 weeks?
or rather.
she hasnt talked to me.
i did make an effort though, to at least address her when i see her.
yet she doesnt respond.
and through all these.
i finally appreciated my sister.
shes really a great encouragement in my life.
i know that.
because now the only thing i look forward to when i go home is her.
and i look forward to every phone call i make to my dad.
they seem to be the only ppl on the other hand who support me wholeheartedly on my cold and uncaring decision.
i did promise my sister i'll be home as soon as i can.
which is; soon after my o levels.
then start to rebuild my relationship with my mum all over.
i know it will never be the same.
but at least we get to communicate.
its weird knowing your mother is alive and you dont get to speak to her when shes just a street away from you.
its like being some kind of orphan that got abandoned by your mum one fine day on the road in front of your house.
....
ok.
stupid metaphor.
xD
anyway.
i wish myself luck for the exams.
on behalf of my mum.
because i think i really need that.
and i wish you guys luck too!
loads of it.
=D

Sylvia. Syl. And someone you'll never expect me to be.