Like Shakespeare in Love
Hello (:
I'm Sylvia. I enjoy the company of good friends and food.
I'm currently,
serving as a chair at Teck Ghee Youth Executive Committee;
chasing dreams at Molehill;
and doing Marketing & Public Relations at Levitate Studios.
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Saturday, 23 June 2007
ytd was fun.although...
hahah.
nah-
anyway.
im kind of stuck-
i am sinning away my time.
i know it.
because i feel extremely guilty when i lie.
and thats probably what i've been made to do by the people around me.
to hide something means something has to be made up to cover it up.
so they do something.
i make something up to cover it.
if this can protect them, i don't mind.
but i'm kind of tired already.
i know i have a never ending list of lies to tell.
im such an expert; you'll never know.
i can make a lie sound like a lie.
i can make it not sound like a lie either.
its really up to me to make you believe.
why?
because i've been well trained.
trained never to express your emotions lest it brings about unnecessary comments.
trained never to talk too much lest something leaks out.
trained to control tears and smiles and frowns lest it shows something you don't mean to.
never-the-less.
i've been trying hard to do some good recently.
trying so hard i've started to lose control.
i don't even know how come, or why i've been showing indifferent attitudes to others.
why i'm smiling more.
why i'm frowning more.
why i'm staying up late in the night without reason.
its truly fascinating.
because the things i do recently amazes me.
don't worry.
im not an absolute liar.
i still tell the truth.
but its really up to you to believe.
to this person: im sorry. for making you feel this way.
