i've been down with sore eyes the past 2 days.
it kind of gone now.
left a sty on my right eye.
feels extremely uncomfortable.
and the cartilage on both sides of my ear are swollen.
really.
xD

just a little while more.
just a while more would do.
after that-
i'll forget all about it.
really.
though i havent really lived up to such promises.
but i know i'll try.
just a little longer.
hahas.
a little longer of such stupidness and i'll continue.
=)


certain issues revolve around me.
and i've been hurt quite a lot.
though i'm not sure if it still harms me.
or distracts me.
lols.
just feel it when i happen to approach it with my conscious mind.
its no use hiding.
but it works.
in some way.

i feel distant anyway.
and thats how i've been like-
from everything else.
except my mr bean bear and ebi.
nobody else seems to have time to hear me.
hahas.
everyone's busy.
and i'm slacking.
really, slacking, Full-time.

nah.
im not emo-ing.


i've completed Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows.
brilliant book.
brilliant ending.
brilliant author.
it is quite a feat.
-with terribly minute eyes and blur vision-
completing this book.
and i guess its wonderful.
don't kill the main characters?
make them grow old and start a family.
lols.
he is now- the MAN who lived.
BRILLIANT!

Sylvia. Syl. And someone you'll never expect me to be.