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Scribbling [a] Runaway History


Like Shakespeare in Love


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I'm Sylvia. I enjoy the company of good friends and food.
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chasing dreams at Molehill;
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Friday, 1 July 2005
maybe it was just a joke.
but i took it seriously.
and because of that mistake.
i am feeling jealous.
i hate feeling jealous.
and he is making me feel jealous.
and now i realise what is making me feel weird.
its HIM.
and now.
every memory is coming back to me.
no matter where i go ; stand ; sit.
i am reminded of him.
and when i see him with someone else.
i feel jealous.
i see him talking to someone else.
i feel jealous.
no matter what he does with someone else.
i feel jealous.
tts why i feel weird.
i am not able to find out why i am feeling weird,
is because i refuse to believe tt its him AGAIN thats making
my life miserable.
feeling jealous is a misery to me.
and misery is what i do not wish to receive now.
its my wishful part to think so much.
so much till i want to grab him.
i want to tell him so much.
but i don't know how to say it.
and he might now want to hear it.
and now.
i am left with my fantasy & loads of jealousy.
LOADS of it.