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Scribbling [a] Runaway History


Like Shakespeare in Love


Hello (:

I'm Sylvia. I enjoy the company of good friends and food.
I'm currently,
serving as a chair at Teck Ghee Youth Executive Committee;
chasing dreams at Molehill;
and doing Marketing & Public Relations at Levitate Studios.

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Wednesday, 1 June 2005
i don't know..
should i continue to carry out my extermination plan?
will it benefit me or the group?
or is it just my wishful part of thinking?
my own selfish thoughts....
maybe i am just being selfish.
i think i should consider the consequences..
how it will affect everyone else.
should i just live the life as it is..
and let nature take its course?
or create a new path.
a new world.
a new beginning.
but it was never mine to begin with.
so what makes me so sure i can do it?
what if everyone disagrees?
what if everyone takes me for a chaos maker?
oh mann.
THINK SYLVIA.
THINK.
my mind is spinning.
i dunno what to do....
step aside and let things happen ?
i can't do that.
but i have no right to stand in the middle too..
what should i do?
arghhhh.
nvm.
whats more.
i have a whole lot of time to think about it.
i am not going to use the phone tt much anymore.
in case i get myself muddled up again.
i am stuck in my house for a month.
and i will make sure i use this time to settle the problem.
whats worse.
my sis lent my whole set of Lovers in Paris to my aunt.
and now i have one less thing to keep me occupied.
so sians lahs.
i cannot go out.
i am stuck to the kitchen. my com. my tv.
tts all.
the whole day.
my kitchen. my com. my tv.
i can't go for my class outing.
and i am afraid ;;
my trombone outing.
but i will do my best.
anyway.
will try to update it more often bahs.
bye.
TAG MY BOARD PPL.