haiis.

" being a observer is painful enough.
to think of a solution to solve their problem is bad enough.
with them asking me for an answer...
its the most cruel thing they can do to me... "

maybe i can understand that feeling..
it maybe the most hurting thing that can ever happen to him...
i want to help him..
but i don't know how..
and i can't.
what can i do..

" the best thing you can do for the person that loves you..
is to love them back..
but if under any circumstances you are unable to do so..
do not give the other person any hope..
for its a torture to them..."

why does she have to torture him like that?
what does she want from him after hurting so much?
maybe she doesn't know...
but i know she can feel it..
the sadness in his eyes..
why does she have to do this?
how i wish she could stop..
how i wish..

maybe i have been thinking too much.
but standing beside and seeing all this happening before me
is unbearable..
if time can heal all wounds..
i wish his wounds would heal faster..
i wish she would keep herself out of his sight until he recovers..
i can do nothing to help.
but only stand at a side and look.


Forget about those things now..
i wanna stay focused on my life and not really indulge myself in other's.
i wanna go out and play!!
i don't want to be tied down...
i wanna be happy!!
and i want everyone to happy too!!
wahhhhh-*
just one more week.
just ONE more.
and i will be free.
wahahahax~
i wanna go to sentosa...
wild wild wet!!
heehee-
ytd i went to amanda's chalet..
then amanda not feeling well..
she vomitted most of the time.
so she gotta go back when we were riding our bikes..
so.. in the end..
theresa and me had to push back 3 bicycles.!!
thanks to wan xin, ke qin, yue an and debbie..
we managed to return the bikes on time! wahahax~
oh yar..
YUE AN DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO RIDE A BIKE.
mann mann mann..
and i had to ride a double bike with her.
but its quite fun bahs..
heehee.
only thing is she keeps screaming..
wahahax~
then i will lol and the bike will wobble and she will scream
somemore...
hee`x..
so lame.
then we actualli wanted to go to the beach to play..
BUT.
its was SOOOOOO polluted.
yeck-
so we ended up in the swimming pool.
yes..
the SWIMMING POOL..
mann.
we had our clothes on too..
but don't have life guard..
so nvm lah..hee`x.
the barbeque ws quite short lahs because we didn't really have time to eat.
then i went home with theresa by the MRT and reached home at about 10++..
wahahax.
and goodness gracious me..
my mum did NOT scold me!!! wahahasx.
so glad...
den i watched more vcds...
Lover's in Paris!!
and den Thats so Raven on disney channel..
then...
the most thrilling of all..
THE JAPANESE GHOST STORY on channel 8.
but i found out their story line all almost the same de lo.
and their actress all act until very lame..
hahahs.
but still abit scary lahs.
the makeup was alright.
BUT.
they ALWAYS appear all of a sudden..
thats why very kong bu..
heehee.
oh yeah..
tml is going to be the start of a whole new week!!
bringing new joys and news!!
lets hope amanda feels better ..
heehee.
i had this feeling tt she was homesick the whole day ytd.
wahaHaax.
and me and my korean language?
its filling up the WHOLE exercise book.
so i suppose i should get a new one now.
hahahs.
i still cannot capture the concept of re-structuring sentences
in such a way as subject-object-verb ..
weird?
heehee.
i am still trying to absorb it.
heehee`x.
any way..
i am gonna continue watching my vcds now..
the weather is hot so everyone drink loads of water!!!
heehee.

Sylvia. Syl. And someone you'll never expect me to be.