i've come to a conclusion.
anxious to know what it is?
i am gonna give up the extermination plan.
i don't have the right to control how ppl think..
and whats more. i don't think ppl agree with how i think.
she might be bad to me.
but not to others.
therefore i have agreed with myself to let life go on as usual.
why not live life to the fullest instead of planning some sort
of scheming and evil plan to exterminate someone in my own
thought that is evil?
maybe i should be myself again.
i love looking at things at a different point of view.
so why not.
instead of thinking : 'she is EVIL! '
i can start thinking : 'she is NICE! '
she mean no harm to me.
maybe i am looking too much into the matter.
i think i needa think more of the consequences.
i will not gain anything after she is exterminated.
and i dun think others feel she SHOULD BE exterminated.
whats more. AFTER she is exterminated.
i lose a friend.
and next.
my WHOLE group hates me.
so i benefit nothing at all.
therefore i have given up that thought.
and i have started planning something even more interesting.
i am starting to plan MY FUTURE.
why not plan something useful instead of getting engrossed in some kinda
plan that will not benefit me?
i am planning to migrate to Korea~
i am gonna scrimp and save.
its onli part of my plan.
hahahs.
i needa study harder too.
so tt i can earn more.
nn so the onli way to accomplish these two tasks is to stay at home!
hahas.
no spending of money and i can concentrate on studying better.
woohoOO!!
wanna join me?!
so therefore.
i will stay at home this whole of the june holidays.!
no more spending of money!
hehee.
anyway.
i'm sorriex for not being able to go out with you guys..
sorry yeah?!
i miss you guyx loads!!!!!

Sylvia. Syl. And someone you'll never expect me to be.