I'm suddenly struck by the possibility, that I might have Karma.

It was proven to me in the past 5 minutes, that good begets good. And evil, would only beget evil.

When I boarded the bus to Ngee Ann, I found a seat, and sat down. But when an elderly looking lady came on board, I gave up my seat to her. Now that's just gonna mean that I've got good karma right.
Within minutes after I settled down in another seat at the back of the bus, I was shown concern, by an uncle who was asking if I needed to close the air con because of my sniffing.

In an instance, I realised such karma stuff could exist. I'm not trying to praise myself here.

What I'm trying to say is, what about the times when I hurt the people around me. Say things that stung. Did things that never considered the other party? What about the times when I had caused emotional trauma - in my own senseless bid to 'save' the other person from 'more' hurt? What about the times when I would just crazily plunge into selfish foolishness and forgo everything else the world has done for my because of my rashness and impulsion?

I feel like a spoilt brat. Like the only person I've ever considered was myself. No matter how hard I try to convince myself that maybe I've taken measures to care for another person - it just boils down to the fact that I'm just naively thinking everyone else thinks and reacts the same way I do.

And for that. I know I'll have bad karma. Really bad karma.
And today I add two more words to my list. Think more. Do more. Speak less.
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Sylvia. Syl. And someone you'll never expect me to be.