yesterday was somesort a blur one.
i managed to view the world with one and a half eyes.
- or maybe just one.
because my right eyelid was so swollen i could hardly open it.
i was a little frightened.
probably because the pharmacist told me it could be an eye infection.
but oh who cares.
i still bought a bottle of eye-mo and left it as it was.
my eye is still swollen and i can't actually be bothered.
as long as i can see, its fine.
=)

this year seems a little quiet.
its a good sign, right?
since no big disasters have actually come to capsize my life and make it more miserable.
yet, somehow.
i wish there was something that would happen to make me feel sad and unhappy.
something that would trigger me to think more than what i would.
something that might make a difference in my world.
something. anything.

Sylvia. Syl. And someone you'll never expect me to be.