its amazing huh.
another school semester just blew past.
no matter how hard a test seemed ;
or how difficult it was to live life with a little disappointment.
its all over.
=D
i really wonder if my true purpose of attending school was to study.
or was it to fufil my other motives.
whatever the case.
it feels good to proclaim the holidays once again.
at least i know,
i've done my part in studying!

poof.
i suddenly realised how much i've deproved in my determination.
it never used to be like this.
i cannot be as insisting as i was a few years back.
neither can i summon the strength to stand up for what i felt was right.
all i can do now with my six sense is lock it up within me and tell myself i don't know anything when i can feel it happening.
what a funny world this is to me, suddenly.
when words seem so hard to come out no matter how articulate you may be,
and when sincerity is never found out.

come to think of it.
all of this dont seem to matter any longer.

Sylvia. Syl. And someone you'll never expect me to be.