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Scribbling [a] Runaway History


Like Shakespeare in Love


Hello (:

I'm Sylvia. I enjoy the company of good friends and food.
I'm currently,
serving as a chair at Teck Ghee Youth Executive Committee;
chasing dreams at Molehill;
and doing Marketing & Public Relations at Levitate Studios.

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Monday, 23 October 2006
i wonder when it all started.
from which breath i took or which tune i heard.
i started feeling hurt.
realising how much i'v ignored to make myself feel better.
ignorance gave me bliss.
yet it was somewhat shortlived.
ignorance led to misunderstanding of arrogance.
its not that i purposely pushed away all that was happening around me.
but i just felt i couldnt have handled it better.
but after a year.
its all back again.
i still have to face it.
and i know i'm in no better situation than i was a year ago.
i wished i was older to share your woes.
but right now,
i can't take it anymore.
i cannot ignore it like how i use to.
yet i can't do anything else.
just sit there and hear you pour out your sorrows.
burying me with secrets i do not wish to know.
i'm sorry i'm selfish.
but i really can't take it anymore.
really.