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Scribbling [a] Runaway History


Like Shakespeare in Love


Hello (:

I'm Sylvia. I enjoy the company of good friends and food.
I'm currently,
serving as a chair at Teck Ghee Youth Executive Committee;
chasing dreams at Molehill;
and doing Marketing & Public Relations at Levitate Studios.

Join my endeavors with the following:
Singapore Open Gaming Convention 2015
SG50 Countdown Party @ Bishan Park
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Saturday, 26 August 2006
i thought i needed to post again.
probably because i don't know why i was typing 'haha' to everyone i was chatting with online.
most of the time.
i would most likely smile.
but i couldnt do it.
so i thought maybe there was something that was bothering me.
and there is.
i suppose.
i can't stand it.
i know i've felt like this before but i can't exactly explain why i should be feeling it all over again now.
i hate the way things are happening now.
i hate it.
i don't know how to react to it either.
i'm not functioning like how i used to.
i cannot continue to tell myself to be who i used to be.
even now.
i feel so ...
pressured typing in this blog.
i can't speak out.
i can't voice out.
I HATE IT THIS WAY.
I HATE IT WHEN I HAVE TO SUPPRESS MY FEELINGS.
I HATE IT when i have to be cautious with the words i use.
I HATE IT when i need to hide my opinions in fear of hurting someone.
I HATE IT when i have to be so discreet about my daily affairs.
I HATE IT when i need to keep my life under wraps.
I HATE IT .
I HATE IT .
I BLOODY FUCKING HATE IT.
...
....
.....
so now.
i've come to a conclusion.
HELLOS EVERYONE.
THANK YOU FOR VISTING MY BLOG.
IF YOU HAVE SEEN THIS POST FOR THE 1000TH TIME.
FORGET IT.
YOU WON'T BE SEEING ANYTHING NEW FOR SOME TIME.
DON'T CHECK BACK TOO SOON.

SYL.