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I'm Sylvia. I enjoy the company of good friends and food.
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serving as a chair at Teck Ghee Youth Executive Committee;
chasing dreams at Molehill;
and doing Marketing & Public Relations at Levitate Studios.
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Sunday, 31 July 2005
Everything didn't go right today.i couldn't get enough sleep.
i swear i didn't speak for more than 10 sentences when i went for breakfast.
and i am contradicting myself the whole day long.
until now.
i don't know why i am typing this.
when actually i am supposed to do my homework.
its like just beside my keyboard...
i wanted to dial yue an's hse number but ended up calling theresa.
i wanted to scold my sister but i just shut up.
i also wanted to keep the ironing board after ironing my uniform but i just kept ironing.
i want to watch my dvds but i ended up watching the repeat of my korean drama.
i don't know what the hell i am doing.
but i don't seem to be okay today.
i haven't even laughed out loud for the whole day.
(except for typing hahahs; haha; wahax; etc on msn.)
aren't i crazy?
i have this urge to sleep but i just cannot be bothered to lie down.
oh mann.
i am INSANE.
arGggggHHHHH!!!!!
ahhh...
nvm.
i have home econs TOMORROW.
and i am so darn excited.
in a sense.
excited to cook with my friends instead of at home with my mum nagging.
ok.
i seriously feel so darn freaked out.
my heart is crunching up.
and stomach has butterflies all over.
and i don't know whats up with me.
maybe its due to some kinda incident.
maybe its this, or that, or this, or that, or that, or that, or even THAT incident.
oh mann.
i can't even make up my mind.
but i just feel weird.
haii yo.
maybe i am just thinking too much.
i can't even open my mouth to answer my mum in complete sentences.
let alone talk online for very long.
it makes me tired to talk to ppl.
i feel that talking to my brain is better.
weird?
i think i am weird too!
i answer my own questions.
in other words.
i can solve my own problems just by asking myself.
it seems as if i have separated myself from the social world.
have a mind of my own.
thinking only for myself.
with no one else with me.
i breathe, eat , or just simply live : just for myself.
selfish me.
i think i am gonna be diagnosed with autism.
hmmmm.
i suppose i start doing what i realli want to do.
if not.
i think i will go simply outta my mind.
but i think.
going outta my mind isn't a bad thing.
after all , i am TRAPPED in my mind.
i think i needa breathe.
i seriously needa breathe.
i think i am lacking of a little fresh air.
and that should be the only reason why mind feels so bogged up.
i need to BREATHE.
hmmm.
whatever lahs!
lalalalalas~*
