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I'm Sylvia. I enjoy the company of good friends and food.
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chasing dreams at Molehill;
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Saturday, 16 July 2005
i dunno whats up with me.i really don't-
and i really want to know whats wrong with myself.
i wonder.
i ponder.
but i still cant get it.
no matter how hard i try.
haiis.
i feel myself drifting away.
i am obsessed with my dreams and thinkings now.
i keep thinking.
i keep pondering.
but i never seem to stop.
to actualli stop and see whats going on in my life.
and my life is in a mess.
a big mess.
i confused.
i cannot clear it up.
even if i did.
its all messed up all over again.
i don't seem to have time for my frenns.
i cannot sense their feelings like last time.
i am just thinking.
i just keep thinking.
but my mind seems blank to me.
and now i don't even noe what i am up to.
i can't really yak as much as last time.
no matter how much i try.
i try to stay happy.
as much as i can.
i cannot.
i only can use reasons of my frenn's happiness.
and be happy for them.
after tt.
everything turns back.
i can smile.
because i know i am happy somehow.
but i cannot stop crying.
my heart hurts lots.
my mind twirling around.
mann.
i wanna stop all this.
i realli want to.
how i wish i could.
so now i drown myself in thoughts.
thoughts of a never ending blank screen.
='))
