i smile when i see you.
its the same feeling like knowing someone is always there for you.
but when you are far away and i can't get a glimpse of you,
i feel empty.
just your smile would do.
you make me feel warm yet cold..
why do you seem to have so manii things to tell me.
your eyes. your expression.
why?
but why can't you say it.
just say it.
be it a scolding or a beating.
just get it out.
i want to hear it.
i am interested to hear it.
tell me. tell me would you?
i am thinking.
still thinking.
thinking alot.
how can you define him as feelings?
how can anyone do tt?
he don't seem to have any.
maybe he does.
but how come i cant figure it out?
nothing describes him any more.
i don't know what to say for myself either.
and i have concluded.
i must not have known my friends well enough last time.
and now.
when i find out they have such personalities ;
i am in utter desperation to accept these realities.
but what ever the case.
i will get used to it in the end.
it seems that all is well.
except that i have been thinking a little more than before.
and when i am thinking i cannot seem to figure out whats happening ard me.
so i suppose i needa pay more attention to reality.
i need to do manii more things.
and i WANT to do manii other things.
but i never seem to have enough time for EVERYTHING.
so i suppose my time management sucks.
hahahs.
there is this big hoo haa in our sec 2 level now.
a very infamous teacher has appeared.
Agnes Chua.
famous for all the wrong reasons.
hahahs.
what ever the case.
i can't be bothered.
but i realli enjoy the scenes and rumours about her being bullied sooo much
and in a few days... or a couple more days.
she'llbe home =D cant waiiiiiiiiiiiiiit.

<3

Sylvia. Syl. And someone you'll never expect me to be.