i'm dead beat.
the camp was great.
i got a tan.
loads of mosquito bites.
and horrid eye bags.
hahahahs.
i love the kayaking and rock climbing.
and i couldn't stand the mud tracks and mud pool.
total YUCK.
but oh well.
it was sort of fun.
the bunk was sort of big.
lol.
so many people squeezed into one.
xD
yue an had a fever halfway through.
and i think shes alright now.
and theresa suffered loads of insect bites too.
heheh.
the meals were o.k.
i think i was so hungry every meal time that i literally gobbled down my plate of food.
LOL.
and the time allocated for us to bathe was like so short.
so we didn't even bother if the toilet was clean or not.
but on the last day ;
when we were made to clean toilets,
i realised how horrifying it was.
actually.
its the guys toilet.
eeee-yuck ;
and when i finally got home.
WOW.
i suddenly felt that my home was paradise.
x))

i've never entertained such thoughts before.
i guess i never wanted to hurt my own self.
but i siuppose that suggestion is still in my head.
i think that suggestion gave me false hope.
yet i let it mislead me.
maybe i've fallen too deep.
but oh well.
i suppose i can get out of this mess.
=')

Sylvia. Syl. And someone you'll never expect me to be.