i spent the whole of today with my mum.
its quite fun actually.
i didn't know my mum was like this.
=)
she bought me cotton candy!!!
and i was sooo happy.
but i realised she just wasn't patient enough to hear me out.
she'll cut in while i'm talking halfway through and direct the speech to herself.
then she'd tell me about her for the next 20 minutes.
then she'll forget what was the main topic.
i gave up trying to tell her about myself.
so i asked her more about her life.
and she told me a whole lot.
yepp.
i think we engaged in so much conversation we didn't really take much notice of what revolved around us.
then i realise.
my mum wasn't hateful.
she just don't know how to express herself.
and she just feels that nagging and shouting is a mum's job.
i mean.
i'm not a mum.
so i really can't tell her how an ideal mum should behave.
so i think i'll just accept who she is.
besides.
its cool knowing your mum is one of a kind.
xD
and i am like so glad my sis wasn't around me buzzing endlessly.
hahahs.

while talking to my mum.
i was conversing with my friend through sms.
she's troubled.
really troubled.
and i didn't really know how to console her.
shes really brave.
and i wonder.
will she really pull through?
yes.
she will.
and i swear i'm going to stand by her.
i hope she reads this!
=)
i'm going to wait with you ok?
and i hope you find your special one.
hes not the only tree in this forest.
besides,
singapore is well known for being a GREEN city.
there'll be plenty around.
i'm going to be your bestest mate.
be it rain or shine.
i promise i'll be there.
so don't feel lonely.
i'm here.
i know i really cant do much.
but i hope just standing by you might make you feel better.
=)
jia youu!

i really don't want to go to school tomorrow.
maybe its because of my horoscope.
i'm really superstitious.
and if what is stated in my horoscope doesnt come true for me tml.
i'll be really devastated.
really.
and it so happens that my horoscope tml is too good to be true.
and i wonder.
how disappointed i'll be if it really doesnt come true.
i don't wish to pin too much hopes on it.
lest i become crestfallen.
i really don't know.
lets just say.
i'll live tomorrow in my thoughts.
and hope it'll distract me from everything else.
then at least i wont really take note if my life tallys with my horoscope!
OK.
i'll do just that.
=)

HAVE FAITH PEOPLE.
NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE IN THIS WORLD.
[this bloody statement is for some effing idiot who thinks its the end of the world already. x)) ]

Sylvia. Syl. And someone you'll never expect me to be.