i have a camp next weekend.
and i wonder how i'm gonna survive it.
i love rock climbing.
i don't mind rafting.
i wanna try kayaking.
but i don't want to be covered in mud.
LOL.
oh mann.
xP
nvm lahs.
at least i know so many other people are going to be in the same state as me too!
WAHAHAHAS.
so i sort of look forward to it.
maybe the camp can make me take my mind off some stuff.
=)
the common tests are over already.
and i already failed two tests!
OH YEAH!
this might be the first time i am so elated when i fail tests.
because i stand to benefit from it.
LOL.
i failed physics and e geog.
and because i failed physics, i get marshmallows!
e geog?
i don't know.
but i know i gained back my sleep because of e geog lessons.
=x
wahahahs.
yepp.
life's alright.
i think my horoscope didn't lie to me.
i just expected too much from it.
=)

i'm not really well.
i'm confused.
and now i really wish to escape.
i don't wish to do anything else.
maybe just skipping the topic everytime will help.
or just not mentioning anything.
i don't know.
i just dont see any use in reminding myself of reality.
plus.
i prefer to live in my fantasy.
where everyone is happy.
and hes the sun.
and my garden full of blooming flowers.
and everything that happens is delightful.
oh mann.
i know i'm just being a coward by running away.
but so what.
i have no idea whats going on with him.
and when i try to find out but fail to do so,
i feel deprived.
so yeah.
i'll stick with fantasy for the time being.
so long as i'm happy. =)

thank you theresa.
but you seem troubled too!
hahahs.
jiayouus ok!
i'll be by you!
xD

Sylvia. Syl. And someone you'll never expect me to be.