i dreamt of a really heartwarming scenario yesterday.
something that will never happen in reality.
and i suppose i was really happy because i dreamt of it.
=)

it was theresa's birthday ytd!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY THERESA!
i hope she likes her presents!
hehehs.
x)

in some way or another-
i think i created somesort of an illusion for myself.
an illusion that only appears at the worst of times.
like when i'm sad,
this image always appear in my mind ;
giving me some sort of imaginary hope.
i think thats how i keep myself so happy everyday.
xD

i think i haven't done much as a friend.
i don't know how to help.
other than lending a ear to listen or a shoulder to lean on.
yet i wish to do more.
=(
sorry.

i've failed in my promises.
i actually kept him in my head the whole afternoon.
thinking of this and that and this and that.
then i tried to steal glances of him.
finally hearing his voice at its clearest in so many months was really nice.
wished to stay on longer yet i had to go.
=(

NOTE. this post is separated into different sections as they do not relate to each other.

Sylvia. Syl. And someone you'll never expect me to be.