manx manx manx.. before ytd horx.. i went out with kaung lo!!! hahah.. then we go pasir ris park.. so farn.. then i saw some things.. i will kip it in my heart.. and i wont say it out.. then after tt i went out with adora to watch the polar express.. touching.. *gan dong*.. i hab band juz ytd and i hab it tml again.. haix.. ytd i went back fer band horx.. i gave yue an the seaweed lor... den play until siao.. foundations all i dunno.. then summore muz play so manii.. chew of coz angry lahx.. then we play SOE book two... so sianx.. muz repeat and repeat.. then he kip suaning us... haix.. i play until very xin ku lorx.. i so long never play lerx.. then i blow until lip pain and muscles ache.. then bandology horx.. i cannot pitch the high notes!!!! ahhhhh!!!! my gawd.. then chew si bei angry lo.. hahahs.. how i wish i could pull debbie back from beijing!!!! ahhhHHH!! then after tt we hab sectionals lo.. then alot of sec four come lahx.. even jillian oso.. then she borrow debbie der trombone.. oopX... maybe debbie will hammer mie.. hahah.. nvm lahx.. ne`wae ... JILLIAN OWES MIE A DOUBLE SCOOP ICECREAM CONE.. hahah.. yeah!!! becox i help her kip trombone.. lalala... nort bad arh... liddat oso hab business.. hahahs.. den after tt mie yue an clarice and theresa go home lerx...at night i call kaung.. yue an.. clarice.. and theresa.. hahahs.. ytd i in compass.. theresa told mie arthur sick lerx.. how i wish i could call him and console him.. but.. i dunno why i juz cant do it... its juz like something pulling mie away from the phone whenever i wanna pick it up and dial his number... haix.. some invisable force.. some kinda resistance.. i cannot overcome it.. at all.. haix.. i hope less lo.. then i today cannot go to the class gathering.. they actualli suppose to go escape derx.. but end up going for a movie.. haix.. nvm lahx.. they happiiee i oso hapiiee.. hahah.. i read my past diaries juz now.. recalling the past lahx.. recalling those times when those small little troubles were considered so big to mie.. recalling how i went through those problems.. with the help of my friends.. actualli.. everyday.. in the past.. my brothers trusted mie the most... i didn;t realise it.. and i took them for granted.. arggghhhh.. i stupid lo.. i didn't even manage to realise tt they were alwaes there fer mie.. maybe the saying is right.. you will onli learn to treasure when you come to lose it... haix.. i lost it.. then i learnt how much they meant to me.. too late now for regrets.. so.. i must not repeat my mistake.. and i m gonna treasure everyone now.. everyone.. hahahs.. no matter hu.. i will do myy very best.. to make them smilex!!! hahaha.. but i am sure.. those memories of the past will never be replaced.. hahahs.. and i am sure.. my ex gors.. have a place in my heart forever.. hahahs.. yeah!!!! hahah.. tml gort band!!! hahaha.. then muz see chew's face again!!! hahah.. nvm.. i noe masree alwaes dere derx.. hahahs.. kkiex.. i dun wanna update lerx.. so sianx.. friendster so lag.. hahah.. buaix!

Sylvia. Syl. And someone you'll never expect me to be.