wah... today like so sianx liddat... dunno what to do.. when i wake up horx.. daniel ong was flying solo on air AGAIn.. i wonder where is grace chua.. maybe she is sick? hahahs.. but daphne khoo was in the studio too!!! omg.. she was being interviewed.. yoo knoe.. she was kicked out of the singapore idol.. liaox.. i think she beta than olinda.. haix.. but this is called fate. ahaha.. kkiex.. then i read fruits basket.. [ again .. ] i think i read it for abt errr... 6 times ler.. ahaha.. then its like so... NICE!!! i love the characters and the story ok.. yuppie.. today i woke up considered quite late bahx.. abt 9++ liddat... becoz of kaung lahx! hahahs.. i chat with him ytd on the phone until abt 12 midnight liddat.. hahahs.. he siao one.. got gal gal prank call him.. hahahs.. siao ginna.. dun say him ler lahx.. come to think of it.. i ate my lunch very early today oso!!! i ate at abt errr... 12 liddat!! hahaha.... i ate rice with egg and meat and fishball soup with macaroni.. hahahs.. nice.. nono.. VERY nice.. hahahs... so like very sianx liddat.. so i went to edit the photographs i took in korea lo.. hahah... quite nice bahx.. hahahs... then after tt i took out the cd joe gave mie.. and copied all the songs into my winamp list lo.. his songs make sense... maybe its all destined to turn out liddat? i am not sure.. my destiny is in my hands.. but fate.. is brought to us once in a lifetime.. too bad i did not cherish that little gift fate brought mie.. and i regret.. but regreting is no use.. so all i can do.. is learn to cherish and treasure whatever i have now.. i kept asking myself.. must everything tt has a start come to an end.. just like life and death? does it apply to friendship? does it apply to love? his cd has songs whose lyrics reminded mie of the past.. the past when he and mie... were so close.. beyond imagination.. no one expected it.. but everyone knew it... too bad it came to an end.. i was to blame.. i knew it.. i shouldn't have neglected him... just like i neglected arthur.. but.. i still did it.. maybe i took him for granted.. or maybe.. i was too over concerned abt him.. maybe he could not tolerate it anemore.. but.. its no use thinking abt it le bahx... its over.. it onli makes mie sad.. why should i let the past make me sad when there are so many happiiee things in the present to be glad for? AHHHH.. think so much for wat!!!!!! hmmm.. kiex.. my gor in the morning ask mie to help him buy wax.. so i must lo.. then at night i will meet my daddie.. then go dinner.. haix.. debbie midnight flying to beijing ler.. then kaung leaving for myanmar.... next week.. then i will be all alone ler.. haix.. i oso dunno why... maybe i will try calling everyone everyday bahx.. hahahs... i hab to kip my promise to kaung oso.. to go to pasir ris with him.. but.. i dunno bt marmie.. becoz i hab to fetch my sis... so.. maybe i will have to break my promise.. but.. kaung.. i am realli realli sowie...realli.. if i ever had broken any promises to you.. i am sowie.. and i will try to make it up to u somehow.. sowie.. i will try my very best.. i swear.. i swear..

`-* that day might never come ___[x]

Sylvia. Syl. And someone you'll never expect me to be.