yeah!!!!! so happiee.. wootx~! joe online!!! shhhhhh... hahaha.. kkiex... today i go out with clarice and theresa lahx.. at first go pass up book list derx.. then after tt go chinatown.. hahahs... go eat dumplings.. then drink pig organs soup.. lalala.. i gib them the seaweed ler lo.. wah lao.. clarice forgot to bring her ez link card lo.. so i help her pay her mrt fare.. hahah.. mie and theresa bought gelato.. than all of us bought corn... we go og kia kia.. then then go home ler lahx.. i mean its like.. so sianx.. we go cp lo.. i took the hp back from hui xin mahx.. then .. i go fetch charmaine.. go buy hair straightening cream.. hahahs.. then i straighten charmaine's hair.. shhhhh.. hahahs... lalala... ai ya.. dun care lahx.. hahaha.. they organise a outing to escape on the 24 lor.. then i ask theresa hu organise der.. she say ish mie and kaung.. WAH! i was like.. HALLO? when did i get pulled into the picture? omg... den they all spread until everyone going ler.. omg.. i oso dunno anything abt it.. hahah... but never mind lahx.. i call kaung tonight.. then i ask him.. hahahs.. i think tt is the class gathering everyone was talking abt.. hahahs... lalala.. den still gort the maths project... arthur is doing the powerpoint lahx.. then i help kaung with that worksheet.. hahahs... haix.. he flying off ler... so sad.. nvm lahx.. *brb* sowie sowie... i went to eat.. hahahs.. haix.. i think i go pasir ris on monday lahx.. aniwae its like.. no time ler mahs.. haix... i dun wan!!! i dunno why time pass so fast lo.... actualli... i miss those daes bahx.. i mean its like.. its juz came back to mie.. its was like.. everyday smiling and never frowning and full of laffs.. then.. its the same now.. onli thing gort different ppl.. hahah.. last time is joe and ppy.. now is theresa clarice and yue an.. hahahs.. gort one more person lahx.. hahahs.. but oso the same lahx.. at least i am happy right? so must treasure.. if not lose lerx den regret again.. i dun want history to repeat itself.. and i won't lose them.. i will try my very best to kip them.. hahahs.. come oN!!! lets see how fortunate i am kiex?
i've got best friends like...

clarice... well shes a one hundred percent friendly and nice gal! hahahs..

jillian... my very capable and reliable and very farnie and lame derx chio bu senyor!!! yea!

i've got caring and lame gors like...

kaung... hahahs.. he was alwaes there for mie.. whenever i needed him..

zi jie... he lame lah he.. nice chap..

aloy... hmmmm.. dunno him lahx... my sis' big crush! hahahs.. but he blur blur der.. friendly..

darren... dunno him well lerx.. but still ok lahx..

soon siang... hahahs.. my darling gors.. help mie alort alort lerx.. he kai dao wo de nei!!! hahah..

chun leong... hahahs.. he ish a one hundred percent gentleman!!! hahahs.. kute!

i've got funnie and caring sis.. somemore all chio bus.. like...

Theresa!!!! she arhx.. one big lamer.. very nice and caring jiex.. forever there fer mie derx...

Yue An!!!! hahahs.. this chio bu ish my twin oso lahx.. been through thick and thin together derx. hahahs.. love her!!!! muacxz!!

joanne!!!! hahahs.. this gal ish chio bu.. not say beli close.. but she got help mie before.. and she oso beri caring derx.. hahahs..

debbie!!!! wah.. this woman here horx.. big time chio bu lahx.. hahahs.. kkiex.. she very jiang yi qi derx.. hahahs... lamer oso.. hahas..

wen min!!!! hey hey.. she is the person who pulled mie together.. lalala... thank you!!!!! muacx!!!

shereen!!!! nice gal lahx. very bian taix. hahahx...

yi hui!!!! hahahs... she ish my full time larkie star!!! hahahs... she ish nice gal lo.. she help mie loads.. hahahs.. thanx!

li ya!!!! wah seh.. without this senyor horx... i wont be able to survive in band lerx.. hahahs..

yee shi!!!! hahahs.. this jiex very nice derx.. she horx.. alwaes smile and never frown.. she brightens up mie dae!!!

ying ting!!!! hey hey.. she got kai dao wo before... budden.. never chat for very long time lerx.. hahahs..

choi yan!!!! hahahs.. dunno how i get this jiex derx.. but she ish pri skool fwen.. good gal..

aline!!!! wah!!! another primary skool fwen lahx.. my clique! hahahs..

see lahx.. mie so xing fu lerx.. onli thing my ex gors are no longer my gorx lorx.. haix.. if they were in my life.. my life would be a brilliant coloured fully bloomed tulip garden.. but too bad.. all the tulips in my back yard are all orange!! but it is wonderful too right? hahahs.. but dun worry.. that beautiful coloured fully bloomed tulip garden is my dream.. and i believe.. if i work hard to realise my dream.. it will come true.. so i will be determined!! and i will change myself.. till they are satisfied.. till one day they realise.. that.. there is someone called me existing in this world.. and maybe.. while waiting.. i can move on in life.. learn new things... grow stronger.. and be mature.. hahahs.. i noe... tt this awaiting time can be very long.. very very long.. it might take years... but i dun care actualli... i will wait.. till the day i have to leave the world.. but by then.. maybe.. everyone could have buried the hatchet.. so... i will be waiting fer this day to come.. hahahs.. so... i juz gotta move on! haha.. and on my journey.. my jiex and gors would be there for mie and guiding mie.. so.. no worries!!! no sweat!!! hahahs.. i planned lerx.. i will be eating to my hearts content while i go through the hard times.. and through those hard times... my gors and jiex will be supportin' mie.. and with each fall.. i pick myself up.. i will learn something new.. and i will become stronger.. see!! journey planned well! hahahs.. so the same goes for mie OBS camp lahx.. at least i learn something new.. and besides.. it is juz 5 days.. and whats more.. i am with my skool de ren.. so no nit to be afraid.. the onli thing is.. i scared to make poh yih angry or irritated.. or yoo noe.. juz appear in front of him.. i dun want him to hate mie further.. so i would rather him hate mie tt much than hate me even more... haix... suan ler bahx.. aniwae.. poh yih is a nice guy with compassion and kindness.. hahahs.. so.. i onli can stand afar and watch him lo.. if i wanna tell him something.. i whisper it in my heart.. and i am sure.. one day he will get to hear it.. no matter how far... same goes for joe and arthur.. its all the same.. i noe i was biased last time.. i wont anemore.. i wont ane longer.. i swear and i promise..hahahs.. tt is one lesson learnt... am i supposed to be happiiee? hahahs... but actualli.. at least joe poh yih and arthur gave mie something for rememberance.. joe gave mie a cd... poh yih gave mie a teddy bear.. arthur gave mie a block of wood.. hahahs... joe loves music.. so he gave mie a cd.. poh yih is so friendly.. juz like a teddy bear.. hahahs.. and arthur? his passion for design and technology cannot be oblivious to everyone.. its his talenT! haha.. so tt explains the block of wood.. hahahs.. ne`wae.. its juz the past.. those were happpiieee moments shared together..
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Sylvia. Syl. And someone you'll never expect me to be.