i won the silent war-
but its still quiet and silent; somehow.
sometimes, victory isn't really such a awesome experience.
but oh wells-
i guess i'm coping fine with a lot of encouragement!
from AGNES, VAL, ZY, and you know who, and you know what, and you know when, and you know why.
basically, this is how i'm getting through it i guess!
and facing problems with my friends isn't that tough as it seemed to be initially.
love these girls to bits.
=D

oh- and then theres this TABOO- to have gold-ish brown hair.
when spotted- humans almost IMMEDIATELY label you with the term AH LIAN.
(to prevent further comments and judgement that im a RACIST- i shall explain the term AH LIAN in english)
it simply means- FEMALE GANGSTER (or is there a more subtle way to put it across?)
oh mannnn!
and yes yes- i was labelled that.
i think it must have been printed on my t-shirt or branded on my forehead this morning and i could have been too muddleheaded to have overlooked that.
so throughout the whole of IAC,
i was AH LIAN.
...
great.
but thank goodness it ended, uh- well.
and i think its time i got back to being a true blue asian- (i mean one with black hair and not any other weird feature.)

so heres this little column for Bloghoppers who happened to hop onto this lil blog of mine! =)
JUBILATION is a feeling of or the expression of joy or exultation.
and DOLOR means sorrow and grief.

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SERIOUSLY-
right now.
i wish i could cry.
im so sorry to end this post so abruptly.
but i don't think i can continue.
so long-

Sylvia. Syl. And someone you'll never expect me to be.