I feel it.
its this joy and satisfaction that fills me up.
makes me want to strive.
drives me to do more.
and i know its never going to end.
(:
you know the good old quote-
when you love what you're doing,
you'll just keep going. (:

and that feeling is simply awesome.
maybe one day you might feel it.
but when it hits you,
you'll finally come to understand why successful people usually say they are doing what they love.
i'm not implying that i've achieved great success.
but honestly.
to me right now,
success, is,
having great friends who care and love you,
having found somebody you love and care for,
having family members alive and around,
having passed academic examinations,
having a healthy and happy physique,
and having lived life. to the max.

maybe i'm not entirely successful and great.
but i know i have achieved what i set out to achieve to become a successful being.
(:


i confess; something kept flashing in my mind.
it was something from Ruth- she said,
"God didn't promise smooth journeys,
but he promised safe landings."

yeah, if you know me,
you'll probably raise an eyebrow and start wondering,
since when did i put my faith in this God i locked out from my heart years ago again?
well.
since now.
logically speaking-
i know i'd definitely be more practical to put faith in my abilities and start cracking to things get done.
rather than sit around,
keep faith, and hope something happens.
However!
I just realized,
i'd be just as logical to keep faith, NOT sit around, and start cracking. (:
at least faith serves as a form of intrinsic motivation.

i'm not sure how Ruth and FloFlo and Melvin thinks.
but i know we're all gonna pull through this together.
and still do an AMAZING job. (:
great going! way to go! woohoO!

Sylvia. Syl. And someone you'll never expect me to be.