hahs.
im back to blogging with hotmail.
lols.
=D


i had this big wake up call from the drills this morning.
it was really bombastic,
since my ears almost detached itself from the sound effect of clanging magnified a thousand times by my pillow.
so i got up and about,
and i looked out of the window,
and glared hard at those inconsiderate workers who disrupted my sleep with continuous chatters in Bangladesh.
(of course, with the hope that they might catch the hint and shut up. but they didn't notice me.)
oh wells.
the construction of the lifts have started since like, a few months ago?
and the work has been a huge hindrance to the residents, i guess as much.
the whole house stinks of petroleum, smoke, cement and dust.
and you can only choose to get mosquito bites,
or be intoxicated with the fog meant to kill mosquitoes. (or even us)
omg.
thanks to the rain everyday,
they stop work early,
and my ears can rest finally.
however,
this leads to an increase in the number of mosquitoes breeding,
which in turn increases the number of aedes mosquitoes surviving,
and will also increase the risk of ME contracting MALARIA or DENGUE FEVER if bitten by a oh-so-innocent mosquito.
ugh.
a price to pay for everything good.

oh yes.
and i was just reflecting,
when swallowing a bottle of water to meet the requirements of a healthy diet.
i keep pointing out mistakes, discriminating, procrastinating, criticizing, etc etc.
and i wonder just how much evil i've done.
maybe if i believed in karma,
i'll be dead by now.
so i guess,
i should think twice,
before i aggressively try to be a perfectionist.
(take note the word TRY)
i am not. i know.
hey, but at least i give it a shot.
hahas.
to the countless people (except 2) who have been hurt or offended by me,
i'm sorry.
=)

come to think of it,
i've been making a lot of such public apologies on my blog.
hahs.
so accept it if you may.
ignore it if you must.
i've done what i think i should.
perhaps i'll do it personally,
IF i ever see a need to.
especially to those, i know, i've been EXTREMELY mean to.
haah.
yepps.
=)

ciaos.`