im really crazy now.
i was actually smiling during practice.
but soon after it ended, i don't know why, but i started to frown.
i feel helpless looking from afar.
feel sad.
feel disappointed.
feel miserable.
..
honestly.
i almost felt that the earth had thrown me out.
ALMOST.
(because im STILL on earth)

BUT.
after having 2 bowls of sweet potato porridge and 2 bowls of beancurd.
i'm bouncing about.
=)

tml's the music exchange.
and the drill training after it is cancelled.
kudos to mr ting.
so i guess if he had discussed it with yunjie before approaching the band to get a oh-so-obvious answer about staying back after the exchange, we would be marching at the quadrangle in the afternoon the next day.
i wonder if it does us more harm than good.
just take it that the music exchange would do us enough good to cover up the bad for the loss of an important drill training session.
=/


now i;m hesitating.
whether to type a phrase of encouragement or not.
because i cannont confirm whether i typed it for myself or for anyone who comes across my blog.
OH. WHATEVER.

WORK HARD!!!!

Sylvia. Syl. And someone you'll never expect me to be.