so i found out,
after many attempts to control it,
our destiny could very well be predestined.

when they say,
your fate is in your hands,
they mean, you can control how you want things and situations to turn out.
well,
lets just say,
when you think you have controlled your destiny pretty well,
it simply means you're good at predicting what's gonna happen in your life.
surprises only come by,
when you have failed to predict what fate had in store for you.
so get a grip.
it doesn't matter if you fail or fall.
a 'surprise' may come your way.

too complicated?
oh well.
you can spit it out if its too difficult to digest.
its just some random comment anyway.


but,
i think i'm a believer of fate.
and perhaps, karma.
according to Hindu and Buddhist beliefs,
it is the receiving of inevitable results- be it good or bad, in my present life or my next incarnation.
according to Theosophy,
it is the cosmic principle according to which each person is rewarded or punished in one incarnation according to that person's deeds in the previous incarnation
so,
any-oh-how.
i'll still be punished if i'm a meanie.
...
oh wells.
=D

ohkay.
i've got to face it.
i'm hired as a sales promoter who earns $4.50 an hour.
my brother is hired as a telephone hotline operator who earns $9.00 an hour.
he only needs to work for 6 hours a day, while I, a minimum of 8.
OMG?
...
he earns double my pay, and is only required to work 6 hours sitting down?!
THATS TWO HOURS MORE!
mann, and i was considering working for an additional 4 hours,
so i can earn extra income.
.....
mann.
i bet i'll treasure my first paycheck like shyt.


anyway,
i think i'll be working my guts out this christmas.
so much for a PUBLIC HOLIDAY.
but perhaps it'd be fun spending it outside.
it would be my first time!
xD
lalala.
I CANT WAIT!
xD

and now,
i can only decompose at home,
try to have as much fun with my sis,
while anxiously waiting for a phone call.
YAY.
can't wait for school to start too. =D

Sylvia. Syl. And someone you'll never expect me to be.