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Scribbling [a] Runaway History


Like Shakespeare in Love


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I'm Sylvia. I enjoy the company of good friends and food.
I'm currently,
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chasing dreams at Molehill;
and doing Marketing & Public Relations at Levitate Studios.

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Monday, 10 July 2006
well.
i finally found time to post again-
=D
i'm not sure what to blog about actually.
perhaps its because i've been followng a strict routine daily
i guess its all worthwhile ;
for one memorable outing.
xD
more time at home means more time alone even though i spend my hours with my sis and dog.
so i've been like drifting with the clock ever since school started.
hoping each day would just past faster.
stuff like that.
never wished for anything to happen yet.
i gave up on horoscopes; though i read it a little now and then.
i doubt it.
and my eyes lost its target;
i can't see.
if it can get any worse.
i seem to have lost all hopes.
fine.
i havent lost all.
probably because i know i've been deceiving myself all this while.
how stupid.
so yes.
i've sidetracked a lot from what seemed to be my only desire to what is trash now.
you are trash.
totally-
and i feel so awkward.
its like a sweet.
you unwrap it ;
savour its delightful sweetness.
soon as it melts away,
you swalow and that feeling is gone.
finally you crush that lousy sweet wrapper and dump it in the bin- as trash.
and yes.
i suppose before you ever start learning about others you have to master yourself.
so i made a mistake and took a wrong step.
and i have to like, RESTART this whole damn thing.
wth.
and now i realised.
my so called 'goals' were just some sort of illusion.
they will never come true as i wished for them to be.
so .
here i am again.
square ONE.
=D