i'm getting irritated.
and very hurt.
so many disappointments.
one after another.
i'm so confused.
between who you really are.
and who i thought you were.
once so lively.
turned so cold.
once so positive.
turned so down.
like a star once shimmering so bright ;
come crashing down like a meteorite.
the times when you were ever so warm.
ever so bright.
disappeared with a flash of light.
why bother of what others think?
why bother of how the world sees you?
as long as you're happy.
you're the most beautiful person on this earth.
why let tears replace your mesmerising smile.
shine, my friend!
stand out! - bright!
be the person i thought you've always been.
you're wonderful and just as attractive as anyone can be.
:)

time and again ;
you might not know-
but i feel hurt.
i know you're hurt.
i know you're upset.
you need some kind of comfort i can never provide.
but how i wish you understand..
i know i'm not your perfect friend.
someone who cannot know how you're feeling deep down.
but you're someone i treasure.
someone i consider my very best.
you're special.
:)

Sylvia. Syl. And someone you'll never expect me to be.