i have weird dreams.
dreams that picture what i wish for to happen.
if dreams were real.
then wishes would be fufilled.
it never happens.
but i wish for it to.
maybe sleeping on a different bed for 2 nights affect my dreams.
LOL.
but they seem so real i feel the warmth of it.
and how i wish it was true.
=)

chinese new year was good so far.
my collection of red packets can be considered fairly large.
and eating to much oily food have caused myself to break out.
waiting for people to come is so tiresome.
so i have to occupy myself with so many games of sudoko.
i even got tired of playing it.
i resorted to chatting people through sms.
but i gave up.
i was so darn unfamiliar with buttons after a year without a handphone.
so i called.
but it was so difficult to communicate.
the majhong table and the dining table were the sources of noise.
in the dark room.
there was no fan and no chair.
so it was really uncomfortable.
LOL.
so yeah.
i just survived through the whole night like this.
i drank so many cans of soft drinks.
'soft' drinks = fizzy drinks
the diet coke tasted horrid.
it has no calories. no fat. no sugar.
ISNT IT WATER?
lol.
then the bak kwa.
it was covered with layers of carbon.
and i think it causes cancer.
so i skipped it.
the soup at dinner was so red.
theresa said it might be red dates.
but when i peeked at the humongous pot.
it was filled with prawns, prawns and more prawns.
so i skipped that too.
i only filled my tummy up with drinks, beehoon and meatballs.
unhealthy food.
hahahs.
but thats the only thing that can keep me kicking.
i almost puked of eating too much cuttlefish to keep me awake in the car.
and when i am finally back,
i found two blisters on my feet.
lol.
i cant wait for tml.
i want to see my cousin.
WAHAHAS.
enjoy people.
enjoy your holidays.
enjoy the new year.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

Sylvia. Syl. And someone you'll never expect me to be.